i have always thought blogs were kind of self aggrandizing and false however, it occurs to me i might have something worth saying, at least to myself. i exist in the world and that is a wonderful thing. my life is complicated but who's isn't? bottom line is, i am the happiest i have ever been in my life and why is that? the shell of my life is certainly nothing to sneeze at. but inside i have some stuff that has always been missing - peace, acceptance, the ability to manage the constraints life places on me.
the bottom line is the universe gives its hardest lessons to its best students.
life is good, just for today. for starters, i woke up six feet (well 5 6) above as opposed to below ground.
see you on the flip
